Tuesday, March 24, 2009

insane ramblings

things have been nothing short of ridiculous these days...

i have hardly any energy left anymore.
i eat 1 meal a day.
i sleep 4 hours a day.
i work the remaining 20 hours.
i have no time to do laundry or clean my house.
i have no time to catch up with my frens.
i have no time to chill out.
i'm peeved with people who are dumb or drama.
i hate people who are insincere cheats.
i resent being drawn into the games people play.
i feel injustice to be an innocent victim of others' mistakes.
i do not want to clean up other people's shit.
i do not want to ruin my own life.
i am sick and tired of having people in my life.
i miss having parents.
i miss being on the receiving end of love.
i am a good person.
i want to be happy.
i deserve to be happy.

yes it's all about me.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

yes dear, its all about you. and you deserve a rest (well plurally speaking)and a break and a hug and many more hugs.. and mucho love from ME!

so its all about me now. i shall hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug the blues and tiredness away. and pound the uhm.. ache out!

im so sorry u are feeling sickish dear. call me anytime k?