nanny

guy meets girl, they like each other, they make a baby.
initially the baby is cute and they enjoy the company.
after a while, the dread sets in and things get more troublesome.
girl becomes frumpy mom doing everything, grumpy, grudging.
guy loses interest in girl and baby, and runs off shirking responsibility.

the solution?
find a nanny.
nanny comes, works hard to take care of the baby.
girl hands over to nanny.
guy is relieved he found the nanny.
they both take off, leaving the nanny to clear up their shit.

guy is a f******
girl is b****
nanny is plain stupid.

thank you

just wanted to say a big THANK YOU to everyone who remembered my birthday. thank you all for the presents, well wishes, and parties. i know i haven't had time for many of you at this moment, but things are really crazy. but your love keeps me strong and sane, and i would never have had a happier birthday without all of you! *hugs*

i heart you all! =)

insane ramblings

things have been nothing short of ridiculous these days...

i have hardly any energy left anymore.
i eat 1 meal a day.
i sleep 4 hours a day.
i work the remaining 20 hours.
i have no time to do laundry or clean my house.
i have no time to catch up with my frens.
i have no time to chill out.
i'm peeved with people who are dumb or drama.
i hate people who are insincere cheats.
i resent being drawn into the games people play.
i feel injustice to be an innocent victim of others' mistakes.
i do not want to clean up other people's shit.
i do not want to ruin my own life.
i am sick and tired of having people in my life.
i miss having parents.
i miss being on the receiving end of love.
i am a good person.
i want to be happy.
i deserve to be happy.

yes it's all about me.